I say goodnight to this existence. I'm substituting it for my own reality and finding a way to relive the happiness I've had in my life. This is all eventually going to kill me and laughing about it. If I only had the heart left in me to give in to another fight or another plea for peace. I've given my best to try to be loyal, honest, have ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of pointless pointless pointless pointless pointless
precision
and the lack of anyone who gives a shit
everybodies got there own agenda

It's truely confusing having a little bit of money. My mother always told me money was freadom, but im begining to think its the most heartless burdon. I want to burn it, and never think about it again. I just want to feel as happy as i did when i was flat broke?!?!?!? I dunno im very confused about a lot of things.

not to put my fionce on a pedestal or anything..
but does anyone read her posts...
fucking phenominal

so todays been nice, went to the gym ran 4.5 miles, got a massage. Came home ate egg salad on a delicious peice of ezekiel toast relaxing right now. Ignorring udderly RETARDED live journal posts, i wish people would post interesting stuff ( Read more... )

Just so you know
indie rock is dead
hipster culture is the new hot commodity
fuck what you heard
im not down with you
im down for me

dancing around high as fuck
mos def is sooo relaxing

trying to shine my light on this world
in my own way..
well see what happens..

i cant sleep
i cant eat
i dont bathe
i barely exist...
who am i??

yeh i cant sleep
im so fucking confused
i feel like theres something i need to get off my chest
maybe its a song
maybe i just need to feel a sense of accomplishment
i havent felt that in a long time

so this is probrably the first time in a long time that im actually unemployed. I'm really getting sick of trying to make money, if i had it my way i wouldnt even have money id just exist. But unfortunately due to the current state of affairs its a necessity. I really want to work with some new people on music, i feel like theres nobody out ( Read more... )