so i wrote a poem again the other day. its pretty bad but i wrote one woot. its been a while for that whole thing lol. things have been meh lately. im single again big suprise huh? not really. im not going to really go into it theres not much to say other than it was really unexpected and im pretty sure she is being grimmy about some shit but ( Read more... )

well as you all know its bee forever and two days since i last updated this damn thing i dont use it unless im really upset or really happy i guess. well im really happy right now. roger is no longer single and he is now with one of the best people ever.... why did i jsut say that in third person... oh well ( Read more... )

so i am leaving IL today. i dont know what to think of it. im glad i got out here and i had alot of fun, but know i have to return to life. LAME!!! lol. im fine with it though. and abbey is supposed to be coming back to CT in dec anyways so thats not too bad ( Read more... )

i cant find my mp3 player and its really pissin me off... i want/need to punch a baby right now cuz im that stressed. and i have a headache. LAME!

well its my bday...yay?????? meh is all. things are meh

wow, when  did they change the format to post an entry?

damn its been a long time. well im bored right now cuz im in IL and abbey is going to work so i have nothing much to do. i think im going to go swimming soon.
so when i got here we lookd at abbeys comp and someone had left a notice and it was really mean and there was no reason for it. who ever ( Read more... )

So, yea. it seems like i never update anymore. oh well thats probibly a good thing. well anyways, abbey moved today. dont know when i will ever see her again. strangly im taking it very well. we left on a very good note which is all that counts in my book. last night i took her to see rent at the palace. it was $130 well spent. we went to friendlys ( Read more... )

im in a much better mood then the other day... i dont know why but im glad

My entire life i have been told what to do, and how to do it. i have been bound by my father and everyone around me in this so called "free" country of ours. my past is not something i like to look back on, not at all... few or none of you actuly know what i have had to go through as a child. some things so bad that i have supressed them only into ( Read more... )

So yea so i need to post more often. ive been thinking alot lately, mainly about how my friendships are going and have been. its really crappy when i come to think about it... ive lost so many friends after high school and those who i consider to be my closest friends that i can trust are gone. well not all gone but still. i barely ever get to talk ( Read more... )