aaaahhhh man i totally flipped out this morning, the whole deal you know? like all screaming yelling banging smashing punching.... ahh yeah even crying... whatcha gonna do you know? oh well, i went and saw ben for a few minutes. managed to brighten up my day due to his latest toy, which works like a dream let me tell ya, and yeah... its funny how ( Read more... )

WHAT A BUNCH OF BULLSHIT.

Silly me, i didnt think "friends" could fuck eachother over so easily

the last two hours of my life were very extremely productive:

i learned to play house of the rising sun... and yeah i need other people because we can make it insanely amazing and rock ass, id like to join somone's band just to play that song. and maybe fix up birdland

i just made up a really wierd song. like i think it would be named march of the ( Read more... )

....... so yeah. ACT class... blows ass. and thats all i have to say about that

firday was a pretty good day... i think it should be spelled firday from now on just cuz its cooler n shit i went over to shaunas with krrg and ben and we bought smokes and went in the totally wrong direction, but we had happiness in the car if you know what i mean, so ( Read more... )

so today was quite interesting. i mean its always refreshing getting a call from your father over the phone like that goes: Son, we need to talk. i cant say anything over the phone. somehow everything seems to be working out which is a very good thing. i dont know anymore, but like i hung out with chase for the first time in months and his friends ( Read more... )

so yeah.. today was alright and stuff i guess. not that i can remember any of it lol. but yeah. i got hit in the head with a football and shit.. it was really lame. im like how can somone do that when i didnt even look at him or talk or anything negative at all. i guess everything really does balance itself out so im just gonna roll with that ( Read more... )

fuck... i hate the week so much. almost as much as i hate being at my house. all anyone does around here is scream, and i get blamed for shit, and im the only one that EVER gets fucking punished. my parents are exactly the same as my brothers and i dont fit in with any of them. and im glad. because i dont wanna be like any of them. i seriously ( Read more... )

man... shit is so wierd.

ive hung out at shanes the last two nights, while everyone else was there the last to like entire days.. at work i got to pretend to be a janitor and the manager sounded like my mom. she let me go an hour early, and i conned my dad into letting me leave and shit

i dont know about stuff. shits just wierd... really wierd.

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so yesterday frank owed me some money for a while and i was kinda pist so i went with my baddass self and talked to em. says the salvia didnt work, not a big suprise, doesnt work for everyone the first time, so i dont know, you gotta keep an open mind with that shit as with everything so im like okay. then hes like well since i dont wanna pay you ( Read more... )