i need new journal.................. 372 4023947328057hgdfbvdjgnsdfs di have so much to write. not enough time. so i wont write it. my lifes been busy lately. I CANT SPELL WRITE SO ILL GO BYE BYE ASDJNHASKJDHAKJBASKFAND;SLAKD;,S;KFJSDMJRV awICJSMW

I got a picture of each of the twins aka Aaron and Tony. Hmm. They're bluury though. :(

My mom got fired today. She missed to many days. Im now officially broke and may have to sell my computer. Oh this is grand. My mom said that churches will help you pay your rent. But that means i'll have to go to church. I wont go to church. We have no money. Nothing. I'm going to cry. I got sent home earlier with a fever. I came home to lay down ( Read more... )

9-12-04 I thought my hair was terrible. I ran away I was so upset. My mom yells to much. My grandpa had to come get me and he took me to buy my 3RD thing of hair dye. Im ok now I guess. Id like to try one more time. Its almost all red. But not quite. Hmm. I got home at 12 pm. Hmm ( Read more... )

Haylie and her sexy friend(From what ive seen)talked to me today. Actually they talked, I listened. Hmm. Haylie has had gf's. I think it's cool that at my school people dont hate gay people and bisexuals. I think its awesome ppl are so accepting ( Read more... )

How could you know ( Read more... )

I don't want to give up. I just want someone to understand. Noone understands. Make them understand! Argh.

I'm hungry...I need food.
But I dont want food. I need to stop making myself sick.
I'll always be sick. But not eating is not gonna help.

I feel hungover. Ooer. I'm not btw. I just feel like it.

Why can't I just do it. I need to make up my mind. What am I holding on to?

They're gonna call the police on me. It's not like I didnt want to go. I mean...I did. I just don't ever feel good anymore. Hah. Anymore. When have I EVER felt great ( Read more... )

Why can't I just give up already?