I've decided to close my livejournal. I see it as part of a greater plan, or new years resolution of sorts, to have a happier, healthier 2005. I now view my journal as an extension of the exhibitionist side of my personality that I can no longer stand. I don't write these entries for myself anymore, but the people who read them. The person I write ( Read more... )

I cant wait till Thursday and Friday, I read Kelleys journal, I had kind of forgot our plans. Ghosts, naked baby dolls, all of my favorite things will abound. I dont care how much of the OC we watch! I'm feeling a little more positive about summer. hey, I already have plans - The Taste of Chicago on 4th of July, provided I dont have some sort of ( Read more... )

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Sometimes I really think I'm too critical of others. I'm no angel, I've made plenty of poor decisions, I dont always put other people before myself, I can be selfish, I can be a real ass to people. Yet, I expect others to never do these things, and I'm quick to scorn at others, and I dont know why. It could be that I cant stand to see the things I ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

-watching Napoleon Dynamite at Melanie's was fun...the deleted scenes and short film feature were great...and we also saw Napoleon on Letterman! In some ways that movie gets funnier each time. It was fun catching up with Melanie and Kelley, we had alot of good laughs and gossip just like old times. Afterwards we went to Steak n Shake b/c "Around ( Read more... )

The Randy Mega-mix is soooo funny. I seriously forgot how funny we really were. I also completely forgot about that song of ours.

Welcome to Target........
Raaaaaaaandy......
I want a refund!
He's got a maroon shirt instead of a red one!
He's not wearing pants!

The beans and blythe megamixes are also A+ material...we were so weird.

I almost didnt wake up for my chem test. I didnt really hear either of my alarms, but I miraculously woke up around 7. It was so hard to get up because I kept waking up in the middle of the night, and I remembered having disturbing dreams. I went to breakfast and had THE WORST headache ever...i tried to look over some notecards and stuff but ( Read more... )

-My mood took a 360 degree turn tonight when I called Alison...I forgot just how well my friends know and understand me...and for that, I am sorry. She didnt think it was strange at all that I was in near hysterics over something someone said about A CD. In fact, she was as disturbed as me by the things I was telling her! It felt great to have a ( Read more... )

I'm looking for shows in Chicago between Dec. 15 - Jan. 16... havent come up with anything yet. Before and after these dates...plenty of amazing shows...dammit..why not when I'm in town? Yes the craving for a good show has struck me again. maybe its because I've been listening to Coheed all day. I wanna go to the Metro! I wanna dance like no ones ( Read more... )