i should be studying right now but i have decided that i'm not going to start till tomorrow. I hope i will actually have the will power to study all this week and hopefully a little over the weekend so i can get a good grade on my exam on organic chem..

....i cant wait for summer

I've have been writing poems about you, it's ashame you will never see them.

Ever smell something that triggers memories of your past? I smelled that last night, and all i could think about is what that smell reminded me of.

So i was told to update my journal so i guess it is about time that i do just that. I moved back up to psu today, and i couldn't be more disappointed with it. I went out with my roommate and his roommate from last year and was disgusted with their version of a good time. All they did was slap girls asses over and over again, and then watch girls ( Read more... )

Ever feel out of place? Where everyone else is in on something, and your the only person that's doesn't get it. I've been back up at penn state for about four days now since thanksgiving break and i cant stand it up here. The break just played with my head. I got to see all my friends and i had the time of my life only to come up here and do ( Read more... )

My past few weeks up here sucked. My roommate made my one set of friends that came up to see me cry, and the week after that another "friend" came to visit me and she went crazy. I felt like I had to baby-sit her all weekend cause she’s a fucking loser. Needless to say she lost my friendship, and not only mine but also her friend who drove her up ( Read more... )

A girlfriend

I find it odd how no matter what i always find out about things. No matter how hard someone tries to keep something from me i always find out in the end. I didn't even ask to know either i was just approached and told about it. Honesty is very important in life, if people would just understand that we would be a lot better off........I expected ( Read more... )

And it's done

Lisa's boyfriend Juan is coming up to see her this weekend. She says she still loves me, and wants to be with me but i know they will do things while he is up here. This weekend will determine a lot on where me and her stand in the future. I plan to get completely wasted and worry about what she did after she tells me. I'm not letting him ruin my ( Read more... )