i hate the way im feeling.. i hate the fact that i feel like i let the people that im not sure care control my day and my overly working emotions.. i cant stand the fact that i feel small and invisible.. like if i were to just die or move to europe or never come out of my room again would anyone even call my cellphone to see if i were okay? im ( Read more... )

its all gonna fall apart again

i can feel it in my bones

that i really love hector.. more than anything. i would honestly do anything for him.. anything at all.. all he would have to do is say the word.. to not be with him makes me feel completely purposeless. if ever i would act like i didnt care.. it was a front haha i think everyone knows that because half the time i couldnt stop talking about him, or ( Read more... )

do you ever have those morning when you wake up and you realize that youve gotten everything that you wanted ( Read more... )

i wish i could take back what i did ( Read more... )

im reading your note over again
and theres not a word i understand
except for when you signed it

ill love you always
and forever

<3

some nights its easier to gulp down than others.. some nights i dont care.. and others i cant stop thinking and crying.. its like part of me.. is just.. not there anymore.. and i want to put it back.. glue it back, sew it back, whatever will work because its just too hard and too lonely without it there..

im alone.
and im weak.
and i hate it.

just when you think.. your used up.. ugly.. worthless.. hopeless.. crazy and stupid

someone comes along and asks you to be an abercrombie and fitch model!!!!!!!

best day of my life foolz!!

:)

life is goooooooood

i cant put into words how attached ive gotten to you.. i couldnt even imagine seeing you and not kissing you.. and arguing with you and cuddling with you.. your my best friend.. and the one person i can say i truly love if it doesnt last all i have to say is you must have done something right .. because im in deep.. and it hurts

<3

work.....

is tiring!

for sureeee