I love my friends. I love how we ALWAYS know the best ideas. I love how we can walk in the rain and get drenched and think it's cute. I love how we all drink. I love ittt.
She makes me feel useless, as if I'm not up to her standards. I am forever in her shadow, always looking too far ahead to meet her goals. I am responsible, but she makes me feel as if all my grip and control on a situation is slipping through my fingers.