i miss you dearly
my one and funyun love
object of lust
and craving
sweet
fuck
canyonous tailspin
fuck!
creampie delite
my affectionate whore
my love
my desire

my sanctuary.

i never realized how cold i could be until andrew showed me ( Read more... )

i'm confused and possibly pregnant again. fabulouuuuusssss. so i'm going to do one of those thingies that people do, cause ella promised it would make people feel warm and fuzzy ( Read more... )

granted, some of it is pretty shitty, i'll admit. i'll put them in chronological order so you can see my progression

and here they are


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...and spring is the time for suicide ( Read more... )

feeling gay. mat and i had another gay fight about gayness. it's more like a battle really. all i want to do is go to sleep but thats how it all started. ill reorganize my closet. also, i'm out of cigarettes and i have a big blue bruise on my leg. laundry wounds.

everyone tells me i'm a shoe-in, but i'm still not looking forward to sending in my application. my portfolio's accepted, i had an interview with the admissions counselor, we correspond via e-mail, and now i'm on some list that says i can apply early admission without being tied down. it's not that i'm worried i wont get in, it's that i'm freaking ( Read more... )

At one time, I had six Gameboys, and none belonged to me. They were my brother’s, all six of them, all original gray, four-by-six, two-inch thick, purple detailed Nintendo Gameboys. And they were all in my room ( Read more... )

hail zatan ( Read more... )

yesterday, i became a MetPro. today, i proved my MetPro skills. i am tired of the DC metropolitan area, and anything with the suffix 'politan' in it at all. ie; cosmopolitan. why drink one when mat can invent you something with red bull, twice the alcohol, and a cherry AND a lime on top? exactly ( Read more... )