Im not feelign up to par today. I have this party Im supposed to go to too. My little cousin Kelsea's. Jump for joy, eh? She is a brat. She get sher way ALL the time. Her dad even spends more time with her than his own wife. Problem? DING DING DING ( Read more... )

Well tonight..I had fun. Thats all i really wanna talk about. I went bowling with Shaun, Randy, Liz, and a few other people. I had a good time. :) Thanks Shaun.

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Christmas was ok. I got a lot of stuff I wanted ( Read more... )

:(..today is a bad night. All Im doing is crying, ever since I left for the hospital to see my Aunt Missy. I have a lot on my mind...:( I keep thinking about a big incident with me and Brandon that happened a little bit ago, the way Ive been messing with him, ...my feelings toward Dustin...my parents,..my school work, friends..:( Everything, ( Read more... )

One more time you will laugh about it And he'll never try to give you more And I don't care, he is such a dick He treats you like you are a stupid whore And it seems like things will never change You go on, every cloud is in your way And I know you feel empty all the time You'll never listen to anything that I say She's better off sleeping ( Read more... )

Wow, today was kind of sad :( Ryan is moving away, someday. It was emotional, but tis probably another stupid emotional thign Im overreacting about, like usual ( Read more... )

I guess Im a little tired, from today. I had a great weekend with Brandon. He wasn't supposed to be over all weekend, but my love stayed until Sunday around 2:30. Actually, exactly until 2:30. I found out I snore :\ Not good. That happens to overweight people I rpesume. My famiyl does it alot, and they, as you can conclude, are overweight. ( Read more... )

As soon as thigns start looking good, they go down. Brandon and I..aren't talking..currently. I'll try to make that last as long as it can. I don't want to piss him off mroe than I already have. I don't want to make him feel worse than I already have. I don't want to make him feel guilty for soemthing stupid ( Read more... )

DUSTIN-:) My very smart boy. My lovely darlin' I have this wonderful message to you ( Read more... )

Im making a friends cut.  A lot of people haven't commented alot.  Not a big deal. Im not being arrogant, or rude. So I am removing.

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