Oh my it has been so long since I have been online and updated this journal! I miss having a life that gave me time to do this! Things absolutely suck and I never in my life thought I'd say this but Being Happy has become a chore. I think I am going crazy and am almost there. I think I am OCD and am still obsessive about Incubus. I think I use all ( Read more... )

I have not been online in such a long time, which means I have not updated in such a long time. But whenever I have a minute here and there I will play around with my pitures so I thought I'd share them with you all. Some are of me, some are from a long time ago and some may be of you!


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Wow! I have not updated in a really long time! School has eaten me up and consumed all of my time ( Read more... )

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Um... Today is the most AMAZING DAY EVER! Would you like to know why? Well if you don't too bad I'm going to tell you anyways! ;P IT'S BRANDON BOYD'S BIRTHDAY YES! My baby boy is 29! He's all grown up! LOL Woah I feel like a horrible person, I just realized I never updated for Kilmores birthday (January 21) HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KILMORE ( Read more... )

So it was my birthday the 2nd and I feel absolutely no different. I had been dreaming of that day for like 6 years and nothing has changed... I feel cheated! But, my girls are amazing and took me to Citywalk and we ate really yummy food and it was really chill! I love them so much they are the only people I can be around and be completely content ( Read more... )

These past few weeks have made me realize that Im just a very sad person. I can't think of a time where I wasn't interiorly sad. Maybe the word is depressed? I just feel so lonely, and empty. I don't like being hollow, it's my defense mechanism against being hurt but it is hurting me. And it seems like no one understands.. I almost feel like Im ( Read more... )

Woah, I thought I learned what to NOT do this time...I didn't not want to be in this type of situation again, but no ladies and gentlemen I have done it yet again. I have killed one of my best friends again... I don't even know how! Last year I learned the hard way about 3-way situations and your girlfriend's boyfriend... and I knew I never wanted ( Read more... )

The best day of my life?
Here it is!


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