OK...... I guess you could say I am MAD, FRUSTRATED, IRRITATED, UPSET, TIRED, SICK OF THIS ROUTINE, AND PLAIN SAD. Basically I am going from one Phsyciatrist that had me on to many stong pills, to another Psyciatrist/Therapist that also gives me to many strong pills. With my first on she diagnosed me with depression, OCD, Bi-polar, anxiety and ( Read more... )

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I just wanted to ramble... You really don't need to read this I jus need it for me. I am at work and There are a lot of really sharp things here. That I could easily take! I coul just take them and no one would know. I hade to give up all of my favorite things (razors) to my mom, because of my safety contract with my Therapist. So now that I dont ( Read more... )

Hola Yall! It is suppose to be 800 million degrees today too! YAY! YESSSS I am so excited! NOT! Ok well Today I am Running erronds. I am painting and getting this and that for karls room. Then Who knows. It will be so much FUN! WHOOO HOO! NOT really! hahhahahaahhaahaha ( Read more... )

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OMG GUES WHAT! you may already know BUTTTTTT! I am going to tell you anyways. ONe day until I go and Pick up Eileen!!! YAY! I am super excited! Andrea and maybe stacie are going to comewith me to pick her up! i AM SOOOO Excited! Then In 2 DAYs its my Birthday!!!!! yaaaaa ! This is going to be the best weekend ever! I am telling you ! I am so ( Read more... )

OMG!!!!! You Guys will NEVER FREAKING BElieve it!!!! I talked to Eileen last night and we FINALLY talked instead our answering machines!!! I am Freaking out! LEt me JUST tell YOU!!! OMG!!!! SHE is comeing this weekend!!! I am NOT JOKING! I am sooo serious! she is coming for my birthday! She had a ticket from a trip she never took and she changed it ( Read more... )

well I am at work.... yippy!!! ya ok well not!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahh and I am doing absoultly NOTHING!!!! YAY! and when I Sleep I have the strangest dreams! If I am ever on the phone with you Just ask me and I am sure I will have many to tell you and it will make you laugh!!!! Well It is definently 11:30! YA ok well I am super EXCITED about my BIRTHDAY ( Read more... )

It is LIKE a Bazillion Degrees outside!!!!! I was literally melting outside!!! I mowed the lawn and then I laid out too. I have this tanning oil with some spf 8 in it so I dont get burned to badly. I sweated and sweated it was insane!!! I was only out there for like an hour ( Read more... )

Well I am back from West Virginia!! We were there for freaking ever!!!! Karl Loooks GREAT!!!! He has lost like 30 pounds he looks great!!! His head is finally clear. He isn't lying he isn't tring to please anyone. He is helping him self he is standing up for himself. He is doing really good I am really proud of him! this is the first time I ( Read more... )