6.21.08.

remember the fucking date people.
hahaha

best night ever.
my boss is the best.
my coworkers/bffs are the best.
my job is the best.

I am finally TAKEN
and I could not be happier.

this is happening.
I love cedes.
I love these little games.
she's too good to me.

every time she talks to dana
she sends me the convo
and it's hard to act like I don't know what's going on
but totally worth it.
I'd feel completely hopeless without knowing.

this saturday will be amazing.
I can feel it.

saturday needs to come

now.

he texted.

my government final was ridiculously easy. now Im just sitting here with my parents watching so you think you can dance..wishing hed text me..thinking he probably wont..and knowing ill be waiting til he finally does.....whether its today..tomorrow..or a week from now..cuz Im so fucking deep Im drowning..in fact I might already be dead. ( Read more... )

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he's gotta like me.
I know it.
just wait til saturday
when we're in each other's arms
and everything is perfect again.

and then the week following
when I'm miserable
and waiting for the next drunken excuse
to be his.

oh I feel terrible.

"it's not you, it's me."

please.
are you kidding me?
you actually just said that.

I thought I had this under control.
obviously it's switched.
I'm fucked.
I'm falling.
no wait.
I've fallen.
and I'm so happy and so sad at the same time.

cmon dude
seriously.
you know you want this.

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