wow its been forever. Well nothing is up here im just in skool. Last time i wrote, i was ungrounded and dustin broke up with me! well yah my lifes like totaly changed. I started drinking alot and doin drugs after he broke up with me. Then we started skool and i was getting bad grades, failing 3 or 4 classes and me and dustin got back together right ( Read more... )

Well i just got ungrounded yesterday!! thats the only good news in my life. Umm ya...Dustin broke up with me yesterday too...he said that we fight too much and we do but its just because it was that time of month and i was a bitch...i think, but i went over to his house today to tell him i didn't want to break up with him and he basicly said well ( Read more... )

I just got home from basketball camp today at around 5:45 this afternoon. It was soooo fun, i learned a whole bunch of stuff, i got a black eye, and i lost 5 pounds! I was happy about that. Other then that i've been depressed lately...and i don't have anybody to talk to that understands me. I got in a fight with dustin and told him i never wanted ( Read more... )

Well nothing has really big has happened since last time i updated. This weekend jessicas parents were outta town in like missourri or sumthing so on friday i had to work until 9:30 but then i went to the movies with jess, morgan, kelsey, and erika. We went to see a lot like love(it was cute) then morgan gave us a ride back to jess' house and it ( Read more... )

Ok today i had a chorus concert but i was inelligable and so i went and got this sheet and then "checked in" well then they thought i was there so i left and i picked jessica up and we drove to hartford to see dustin considering that i got my van back and we've been goint out for 1 MONTH!...THAT WAS FUUUUNNNN....lol I wouldn't feel so bad but it ( Read more... )

God i hate guys...Ok all this week Dustin has been like ok we're gonna go see a movie on sunday...well i FINALY convinced my mom and dad to let me go to the movies w/ him and he called me about 20 minutes ago and was like oh i can't go, then he started talking about how much his prom was(the prom i didn't go to) Now im just sitting here crying, Im ( Read more... )

Wow i haven't updated in forever. Well on friday we got outta school early (11:45) and i went to hannahs house. We were supposed to paint her room or sumthing but we didn't have ne tape so we just basicly did nothing...we made braclets, they are the shit, let me tell you what. Well then my mom came and picked me up at like 4:15 and i had to go home ( Read more... )

I wanted to see you look at me ( Read more... )

Well today i had my solo contest and it was at lincoln and i sang at 8:15 this morning, i did good!! Ok u get rated on a scale of 1-5...1 being the best and 5 being the worst. I got a 2!!! Which is reallllyy good for a freshman! I was so happy, cuz i actually sounded good!!! YAY! Then i had to stay until 2 cuz thats when my bus left...so dustin ( Read more... )

I'd have to say i absolutly LOVE how all my friends hate at least one of my other friends!!!! It so fuckin kool...ppl need to get lives and gurls need to chill the fuck out about other gurls, its seriously soo gay.

o and i have to say i also love how ppl steal my money! Its so fuckin kool!