Christmas time? What? Are we serious?  I feel like it's just another break.  Maybe it's the lack of cold weather or something...but it does not feel like Christmas.
I don't even really care about the material aspects of Christmas this year which is really unusual for me.  I don't care what i recieve from my parents/friends.  A hug or a phone call ( Read more... )

I'm meddling in God's will.  I'm changing what He wants and making it to better fit me.  And that's wrong.  I realized that this past week. Sometimes I feel like I can do so incredibly much on my own and it takes a slap in the face for me to come back to reality and see that I need God more now than ever.  And, I need the people God wrote into my ( Read more... )

is it possible to feel so great and awful at the same time?

blahh.

God is so incredible.  I've never felt as comfortable as I do right now.  Gospel choir is my motivation, and singing is my favorite.  I've started to really enjoy silent worship too.  I never thought I could ever feel God, like actually feel His presence, but I believe it now.  I love where I am right now.  I love my friends, I love my God, I love ( Read more... )

I'm sad. I miss them so much. I miss our talks at lunch about what kind of apples we like and don't like. I swear, we had the same conversation almost everyday. I miss the comforting feeling knowing that we would be together after school, sitting on a little gold Saturn passing the time away. I miss junior year: chemistry. we were so close. and ( Read more... )

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i have not updated this in a while.
tomorrow is the beginning of fall break
Sean keeps asking my mom when I'm coming home, even though I was home two days ago. :)
This past weekend was incredible, and awful. I've never felt as sick, but I felt really comfortable with certain things.
Whateverrr.

I'm really excited for fall break.
I get to spend ( ( Read more... )

I really like these lyrics.  And this song. and the band..Sister Hazel.
i miss my family. and i miss my bestfriend.
have a great week.

"Starfish"

I saw a starfish on the ground
He was half buried in the sand
Just so out of place and ahh
He was a long, long way from home

I was a long, long way from home
And so we talked a little while
Then I shook ( Read more... )

SOO I'm heading home tomorrow...yes tomorrow. YAY! I'm so excited and ready to gooo. I miss my family and friends back home so much ( Read more... )

I love it here.
Sure, there have been days where I thought I would rather be somewhere else, mainly to be at another school because I was missing a friend, but I do love it here.
I love the friend's I've made...
and I have found a church that I love.
FINALLY.
I lalalala looove it!

Here's a picture of "the gang" at our first HOME football game!!!

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