i hate updating. i hate comments. i hate typing. y bother have a livejournal. especially if u havent updated in 7 weeks.yup its life.

damn i havent updated in a while...things that have happened
-josh
-dumped him
-matt
-cheated with chealsea
-dumped him
-adam
-dumped me
-chris
-dumped him
-mom lost her job
- mom got even better job
-we won the lottery...jk i was trying to make my boring life cooler

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ummmmm..... i went to the cementary today... it was sad....i cried ( Read more... )

i was sad so i wrote a poem ( Read more... )

this christmas was sad. but it was better than i thought it would be. i only cried during church. i think my family id finaly guna be able to get over this. it was better than last year. i rele wish i could tottaly forget but i cant i still get teary eyed wen i pass by his room ( Read more... )

omfg it christmas its 12:10

holly shit
a couple more hours till i can open my gifts

how can u sleeep!!!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

i havent seen josh in 2 years and 10 minutes! i miss him like hell!

carlie called me last night!!! i told her everything and it made me feel so much better!! last nite christine invited me over but as soon as i got there i noticed josh was there so i just left!! its almost cristmas i haf to go christmas shopping...too bad im broke... my dad is giving me $3,000 so i can invest them in companies! DAMN HES WIERD!!i ( Read more... )

i decided to meke a new journal cuz the last one got too public ( Read more... )