i've been dabbling in poker a bit too much for my own good. i usually have a love-hate relationship with the game, but recently it's been mostly love. i've even been appreciating the pots that i've been losing. my experts on gambling addiction tell me that it's a bad sign when the gambler feels 'more alive' when they're sitting at a table. it's ( Read more... )

my paper journal has been exploding with material, but it seems that i'm never in front of this terminal long enough to record my life for public consumption. i've been curious about what blog writing is, exactly. the lj post is a queer sort of mix of a letter to a friend and a journal entry. written language exists for the sake of porting the ( Read more... )

but i'm not even going to touch it yet. i mostly just wanted to say this: 'sup lj?

i was supposed to discuss the symposium with someone, but we now find ourselves in the middle of a friendship embargo. here is a quote that i found to be particularly hard hitting: "what if someone got to see the Beautiful itself, absolute, pure, unmixed, not polluted by human flesh or colors or any other great nonsense or mortality ( Read more... )

minutes before i expect to be asleep but i wanted to mention the best things that happened to me today ( Read more... )

this ridiculous thing keeps happening to my defining relationship. my friends are all tired of hearing that it's over for the last time, that 'i mean it now, this time it's over for good ( Read more... )

i'm updating my livejournal instead of studying for the logic final i have in forty five minutes. i make excellent life choices ( Read more... )

this is awesome:
http://www3.sympatico.ca/brooksdr/haddock/main.htm

i saw the dawn of the dead remake this evening. i love zombies. oh, but the remake wasn't all that hot. cang? you reading? tell me what you thought/expect!

im never going to get my sleep schedule back on track. in orange county, my sleep schedule was much worse than it is now. i remember trying to tell my mom how unfamiliar 'normal' or 'healthy' sleep cycles are for me... but i guess i dont need to worry about being normal or healthy anymore. being sleep deprived and at my wit's end feels like home ( Read more... )