so much has happened since the last time i even though about writing an entry. i dont even know what to say. ive experienced so many different things in the past 7 months that i cant even imagine wut the rest of my life is gona be like. i feel like i was just born like all the sudden im seeing and learning all these new things. idk ( Read more... )

yes yes its been faaar too long. finally got a computer in my house.i have so much to say and talk about but nowhere near enough energy to do so. ive been working like a dog at an italian restaraunt. just trying to make it though school and life i guess. ive realized sleep is over rated and if u deny yourself it enough u wont miss it. im also ( Read more... )

for certain reasons i may be coming home this week from school for good. dont bother asking why it doesnt matter just know that i may be coming home to stay ill know for sure tomorrow.

so today i was sitting in my car around the corner from my apartment where there isnt too many cars with some low music playing performing one of my favorite pasttimes which will rename unnamed ;]. anyways i took a deep breath and realized i lived. i think ive experienced more than what your average 18 year old has experienced in his life and im ( Read more... )

i really cant do the boyfriend girlfriend thing at this time in my life ://

i say we marinade for awhile,the flavor will be so much better. no sense in rushing the cooking :D

hehheh im wacked

ahhhhhhh.

uhhh i just cant stand when people lie to me and i cnat stand people who lie to me. especially when its gotten to the point to where before i ask i know theyre going to lie to me. i guess nobody belives me when i saw i know everything, obvously i dont mean that literally but mean it in the sense like i know something that u think i dont know. that ( Read more... )

this is a really good time for an update. lots going on with me these days. i really dont have the energy to explain everything evn though it would make things more understandable. anyways since ive been up here or at least since the second week, ive been talking to this grl i met. shes really nice and cool and cute. anyways we did our share of ( Read more... )

orlando is fun. finished my first class and its the hardest one or one of the hardest. got a 77. kinda ehhh but ill take it. the chef said everything i made was great and my skills were fine its jsut little shit that killed me. not having my pants hemmed shaving forgot my name tag blah blah. its all good though. my class now is safety and ( Read more... )

so its been awhile since ive updated. i live inorlando now and im going to the orlando culinary academy.things are good but kinda weird doing things on your own but i guess u gotta grow up sometime. school isnt too bad. clas starts at 7 30 ends at 12 30 but i usually get out at 12 45. i got like 50 people in my class and everyday is pretty much the ( Read more... )