ive decided to start a new journal ust because this one is soo just not me anymore i a lot has happen in the past couple of months that have been practically life changing and i just think ima new person not completly diffrent but im not the same person i was last year or the year or the year before not to sound like britney spears but im not a ( Read more... )

ok shit with chris is offically over and thank god but he took something with him though not that i regret it but uuugh i feel kinda stupid and watever i dont really care or am i even sweating it because i know well i have been taling to jason and now i think it kinda serious b/w us even tho we fight constantly he drive me crazy but he make me ( Read more... )

im stuck between wat i want and wants me...

Im cant deal with this shit he dissappears then apears out of nowhere when im happy uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuughh

Damn this has been a eventful week well im pretty sure well im super sure that the chris thing is over but im not takin it as bad as i thougt i was actaully im not taking it bad at all watever hes a loser but i have other reasons to smile =) he he he

well i dunno wats going on i think im growing thicker skin cuz no no matter wat happens i aparently dont give a fuk guyS have me MAAAAAD STRESSED ( Read more... )

i hope every one is having a great christmas i know i am me and the am spent christmas eve at home but it was better that way no one bothering us or anything i got my mom a burdines giftcard for fifty dollars and she got me a burdines giftcard for fifty dollars go figure well ill update later im sleep buh bye

Well i talked to him again and things are better not quitegood but better he still makes my heart skip beats i want him really bad wow wat am i doing uugh he drives me fuckin crazy but for now my <3 belongs to him... watever hes just a guy no use sweating him its just he kisses soo damn good

I am The ONE u DENY Brush me off EVERYTIME I TRY But im Alright im Able to Swallow My PRIDE push All the BULLSHIT to the Side if U Ready to RIDE im Down for A One Night Stand ill accept it ANYWAY that I Can cuz I Aint your WoMAN Ill Try for WATEVER its Worth just REMEMBER who Played who FIRST ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Kiss,Drive ( Read more... )

Four AM phone calls are the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D but still im kinda apprehensive