So i guess i can do this instead of my french project. not much is going on, Saturday was Snowcoming, that was fun. Afterwards Sami and i cut a glowstick and drew all over me that was sweet, well thats all for now cuz i really don't feel like doing anything.

and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it

So yea thats some lyrics from The Used. and it totally describes what it feels like to not go out with somebody for a long time, which is pretty much me, it sucks like big time.

So yea ( Read more... )

okay so i talked to spencer today cause Ian was being abnormaly nice and he said that Ian might be starting to like me cause they had a talk the other day. so i guess thats good, that means that theres still a chance! So this weekend i cut the grass which was fun because i've never cut the grass before and i FINALLY got my burger king which was ( Read more... )

You know i thought that i would be just fine with him not liking me but everytime i see him i just wanna cry. i mean really we would be perfect for each other, i'm not the only one that sees this, he's like the only one. now i have to just act like i'm not intersted, even though i totally am. now i'm over hear all by myself listening to sad dump ( Read more... )

So yea, i shouold just kill myself now and be done with this crappy thing called life. My grades are falling i have like all C's(which isen't bad, it's just not good enough for me), the kid i like won't even talk to me know that he knows i like him(stupid freshman) but i think i'm starting to like his brother, who is like 17. And my mom and dad are ( Read more... )

Okay i have the worst luck or am just so retarted and lame. Ethir one would work. I hate myself i always ruin everything if i would have waited than none of this would have happened. Well i'm gonna try and fix things even though it won't work. Maybe i am too aggressive, or maybe i made him deel uncomftorable. well anyways he said no but wants to ( Read more... )

obessed with a new band AIDEN. you should know them if not do. thats all i'm out, bye*

Does anybody write n their LJ anymore beside meghan and nemo? i don't think so, so anyways i'm trying to listen to Silverstein right now and the computer is being gay and won't do it. So yea, life's preety boring right now, i have a ton of C's in my classes and thats not good cause i need all B's to go to warped tour and i want to go to the ( Read more... )

 The Crimson

I feel it welling up inside and Robert Smith lied
Boys do cry and with blood tears in my eyes
I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life
I can't hide the monster anymore
One can only feel desolate for so long
Until one starts to change
Into something the mirror doesn't recognize
I metamorphasize
The darkness has been biding its time
To claim its latest ( Read more... )

I LOVE THIS SONG ( Read more... )