je ne sais rien de toi
mais tu pars sans moi.

say the word, and I will plummet

Sometimes, I fantasize about the things I'd say to my cat. I think my life would be a lot happier with a cat actually. (reading about COLA and her dog makes me jealous) Such is life.

So, I was watching this Japanese movie, My Rainy Days (天使の恋) and i ended up rolling and crying in bed. I usually avoid Jap movies, simply because they're dodgy and ( Read more... )

had a great night with emm yesterday, life is good ( Read more... )

Tuesday's got me so terrified of feeling.
But Sunday's got me eager to prove myself.
I want to live, but my insides are fluttering nervously.

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well.
I'm not ready either..so I guess both of us have that in common.

and that's slightly comforting?

I guess you could say I've made up my mind.

just some other thoughts,

I need to get my glasses done soon, what value does a photographer have without her eyes?
But more importantly, what are we, but a microism of a larger, darker being?

We shroud the earth.

It feels like I'm missing someone who doesn't even exist. I keep saying to myself that it's you, but I know that I'm only assuming so, because in my mind, you are the cause of every single wishful longing I have ever had. I must learn how to erode that mentality and like. devote myself to something more...real. Y'know ( Read more... )