Lately, I have been thinking about strippers, or exotic dancers if you will. Yesterday, it came to me that all strippers are indeed man-haters, or feminazi's. This thought didn't come as a result of me going to a strip club and spending my money; I guess it came to me sitting outside of a chevron putting gas in a car. I stood there filling up the ( Read more... )

If you asked me a couple years ago, where I would be at age 20, I can tell you I never would have thought I would be here. My dominant hand is in a sling, there are twelve staples in my shoulder, and I have never felt so useless. It seems like things will never change, it seems like I will be stuck in this rut for the rest of my life. Really, I ( Read more... )

recently i have noticed that specialists, ie orthopedic specialists are assholes. they sit there and start talking to you like a normal person. but if for any reason, you make an expression of skeptisism they turn into the biggest pricks. they belittle you, they make you feel like you're a dumb ass for doubting them. they tell you nothing that you ( Read more... )

the worst thing so far about my accident, isn't the pain that sometimes wakes me up in the middle of the night. It isn't running out of medication for my shoulder. It's the fact that now I feel stranded. My friends live 15 miles in every direction, and I can't do anything to see them. I have no phone to even talk to someone. I just feel so utterly ( Read more... )

I thought it would be a normal tuesday night. I had visited some friends and family in orange county, and I was heading home to a warm bed, and a pine tree scented candle. I sat at a red light, patiently waiting for a little green arrow. I couldn't decide on a cd to listen to, so I let the radio dj's choose for me. I think it might have been the ( Read more... )

What is it about the winter seasons that make people suddenly have problems with their short term memory? They ask you to remind them, and you do, but you can't remind them too often or else they think you're insecure; but then the day comes and they don't remember the three or more little quips you've both made about it in the past 6 days. But ( Read more... )

why is it that insects (moths in particular) are willing to bash their heads and bodies into a light, until the ultimately die? i know their life spans aren't as long as a humans, but i think their efforts to obtain the things they want is very admirable.

today i was outside of work, smoking a cigarette, sitting on a plastic bench ( Read more... )

sometimes you just have to wonder, where you're going ( Read more... )

so on the way home,
i came up with an idea of another story.
i won't post it, but i will write it.
I already have part of the soundtrack, if I sell it to a studio.
it will be awesome!!!!