Wow. So I haven't written an entry since March 20th. I figured it was time. Not that I have anything to write about anyway so i'll probably just do some survey at the end because i'm bored and too lazy to write anything constructive. I was just up north with Brian for a week. We were 15 months on the 5th. He goes to school in about a week but ( Read more... )

i've had 1 cup of raisin bran, 1 slimfast shake and 1 Luna bar today, along with some fish at dinner and i feel wonderful. my pedometer is my new best friend. i walked/ran 10,738 steps and i'm mad at myself that it wasnt 11,000. tomorrow will be 12,000 steps. and i will be 139 pounds by sunday. only four pounds to lose. i wish i was only in the ( Read more... )

i wish i was anorexic.

again.

....

don't try to understand.

i swear i really am going to a do a real update soon..but for now ( Read more... )

so, i got in my first accident today. it wasn't as bad as i pictured my first accident would be. the road was busy and crazy and someone stopped suddenly, the guy in front of me stopped suddenly and i did not have time to brake. the hood of my car got fucked up but that was all, so my dad pounded it down until i'm able to get it fixed. hah. it ( Read more... )

so, i was tagged by lisa ( Read more... )

Is it still me that makes you sweat ( Read more... )

i have missed you. i'm reverting back to old ways and it thrills me. no hydrodgenated oils or excessive amounts of sugar for lauren. lots of exercise, low calorie intake, it all excites me. i'm happy to have that control back. i've already lost 4 pounds and it's only the beginning. it's a horrible thing, but i wish i were anorexic again. it was ( Read more... )

well, i'm done with my tuesday classes. 2 tomorrow then one more monday and i'm free from school for almost a month. i'm extremely excited. i'll get to spend lots of quality time with brian =). it's almost christmas! i'm looking forward to xmas, i like holidays. i have most of my xmas shopping done, too, so it's pretty stress-free this year. i hit ( Read more... )

i have joined the rest of the world and gotten a myspace. im still not sure how everything works so just put in my e-mail address (stars_in_a_shoebox@hotmail.com) and add me, i need friends..haha