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[i_ris]

I found my muse back. But I'm not ready to write a goodbye-song, so I'm trying to forget the words. It doesn't feel of any use to write a song at the moment, I always wanted it to be a song for him. The first one. A song to show him how I feel and how special he is to me. And it would be a song like that, but he wouldn't appreciate it as he should

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[anonymous]

All these feelings that you're feeling right now are perfectly alright and you shouldn't feel bad for not being able to wish him happiness right now. It's a phase that I'm sure will pass with time but right now it's completely fine to feel that way. I'm glad to see that you're opening up, writing more and sharing your thoughts and feelings. Sometimes I read things here that I wish you'd have told me when we talk but I understand it must be hard. But know that I'm always here for you, whether it's just listening, trying to give advice, or just being there for you. I wish I could be there physicially, I'm sure I could help if only for a little, but I'm afraid I'm too far away for you to realize how much I care about you and how much I want you to have everything in life. Because you're so special and beautiful and it's just wrong that you only sometimes deep down believe in that. You should know that all the time, always, everywhere. Because it's true and I'm sure every person who knows you will agree with me.

- Shiri.

[solitary_shell]

I know how it's like to lose someone you love.

Hope you get better soon.

[i_ris]

I don't know if it will.

Sometimes I feel like it will, but always, every day, I get confronted at least 10 times that I miss him, that I want to be with him. That I cna't do without him.

And by god, I used to feel so good, just because I was his girlfriend. And I am so scared of him fining someone new. And he called yesterday, and just the sound of his voice :\

[solitary_shell]

It sounds useless, and corny, but time truly does heal all.
It did with me.

[i_ris]

I hope so :\