DEAR SOCIETY: fuck off.

[i_rule_you_suck]

so i'm kind of tired of faking myself up in the morning. i'm kind of tired of loading myself with that black, waterproof eyewear and that blemish-busting bullshit. and i'm kind of tired of TRYING to perfect my hair every day. and i'm especially tired of realizing that i NEED to do this to myself

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[skeletonjack91]

aww.
I know...how you feel.
I aboslutely hate getting ready in the mronign and trying to perfect my hiar.. although I do not wear make up.. becuas eI have allergies and I scatch my eyes alot so it would be all over my face.
But the truth is..
YOU ARE PRETTY!!!
and maybe you just do not hav ea boy friend becaus eyou have just not found the right boy.

[i_rule_you_suck]

makeup=suckage. not kidding. i want to throw it at someone hard.

waking up is the worst part of the day. at school i'm more worried about how i come across to other people than how well i do in class.

&you look gorgeous yourself, i'm not going to lie.<3

[skeletonjack91]

ahahhaa, I do not think I am.
but I hate make-up...
I always have.. and its sad, because I actually have like pressure on me to wear it..
Im like... serisoly.. I dont look any better in make up..
I only wear like cover up becaus eI like to attempt covering up some freckles and'
I like dont sleep enoguh and bags.. ew.
haha

[i_rule_you_suck]

see for me, i NEVER wear cover up. i don't know why, i just dont. for me its just loads of eyeliner and mascara and acne cleanser.

yeah, when i was younger (in the 12-year-old-range) i never wore makeup, but like you, i was pressured to do so, and i'm a sucker for peer presure. so now i always wear it? haha.

&STFU pretty lady.

[your_xwreck]

Paige, I know where you're coming from. I've noticed it before. I hate how everyones fake, how everyone wheres makeup. youve heard me say this many times before. The truth is, no ones completley comfortable with the way they look, and they will do anyting to change it. Its a sucky thing to say, but its the truth. If you didnt wear your makeup randomly one day, someone would probably ask you if you were sick. becuase people are so used to seeing you wear makeup everyday, they forget that its makeup. they only recognize you for who you are now. Also, Paige. I think you are extremley pretty. and you know i mean it. you know i dont just say things like that. whatever i say, i mean. And from what i know, i know the real you. id like to think i know you well enough. I can tell when youre faking something, and i know when you're not. I have to say, I like every single thing about you. You and I have become so close over this year. it feels like its been so much longer. If I had a chance I wouldn't change a single thing about you. Paige, your

[i_rule_you_suck]

you're one of the exceptions. you know me, and sometimes i wish you didnt. but then again, sometimes i wish NOBODy knew me. sometimes i jsut want to erase myself from everybody else. we've gotten so close, and i never want that to change. EVER. we've had this whole "fake" conversation time and time again, so i wont go there. and i know that boys have asked me out and i'm a bitch and i turn them down. the thing is, it seems no WORTHWHILE boys want me. sorry to complain, just sometimes i feel like the last resort for most people.

i'm not looking for people to motivate me or anything, i just want to let it out, you know? and thankyou for everything you said. really, thank you so much.

OH YEAH. and i'm going to be more serious & act smarter. because i guess i come across as being dumb, and i'm really not.

[your_xwreck]

i would hate not to know you.
&you know what we should start
"no makeup monday"

[i_rule_you_suck]

no makeup monday sounds like a great tradition.

i'm so ready for it =]

[booboomuffin]

You are fucking gorgeous. With OR without makeup. I think you are actually prettier without makeup. You really don't even need to make yourself up. And the fact that you don't have a boyfriend does not mean you are ugly AT ALL. It means that you are picky, and unlike almost every other girl in high school, you don't say yes anytime some boy asks you out. Besides the fact, boys can think you are "wicked hot" without asking you out. They just give you the old 'once over'. And I'm positive you've gotten that one probably far too many times.
Miss, you're even gorgeous when you don't shower. You WILL find a boy who likes you for you. Problem being you live in Leicester. There's not too much selection of boys who actually have ANY intelligence at all. Hard to believe, haha.
I love you Paige. ♥♥♥

[booboomuffin]

Well, it doesn't really matter what certain boys say, because basically ALL boys are dumb.
Let's do it. Love ♥.

[i_rule_you_suck]

first we have to find a good town to go to. any ideas?

[lynettemexico]

I dont think im pretty but im so secure with myself. when i am going to meet someone yah i get nervous but right after i feel so comfortable and can act or look so retarded and wont care. You just gotta not care and people wont care what you look like. Truust me.

[i_rule_you_suck]

i'll give it a try. i love the way you are out in public; you always seem like you're ready to have a good time. it's really cool if you ask me.

[lynettemexico]

I kind of always have this thought in the back of my head like what if i die tomorrow. So i always want to make the best out of everything. Idk why i always think that but seriously. what if you die tomorrow and you were being like how you said pretending and not having a good time.

I just always think i am going to try and have the best day everyday. thats seriously how i feel a lot of days. like that day was the best day. Like umm yesterday! i was having the best time at andrews with sean ian andrew and andrew and chris. soo fun. I mean dave was there at first but i didnt give a shit what he thought haha.

[i_rule_you_suck]

Lynette, you have the best attitude ever. you seem to have the best outlook on life, and it is amazing. thankyou. i'm glad yesterday was fun=]

fuck this shit

[___a_day_late]

paige, good boyfriends do not come because girls are pretty. good boyfriends come because they like personality. everyone is fake. everywhere we will ever go people will be fake. there is nothing we can do. fuck this shit. i say we throw it out the window and let ourselves shine through. I personally will not the house without make-up, it has become who i am, and it sucks, but that will never change, it is too mch of a routine to give up now. but i want myself to be seen and so do you. let's do it

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[i_rule_you_suck]

I LOVE YOU LAUREN MICHELLE FRASER.

we'll use our hecka jacked arms and chuck that sheeyite out the window ONCE AND FOR ALL. i remember back in seventh grade i never wore makeup. then in eighth grade, i started. and JUSTLIKEYOU, its become "PAIGE." haha, even I have confused my fake self with my real self. but you know what, you are the GREATEST. and that will never EVER fucking change. and i mean that.

i feel a phone call coming.

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[___a_day_late]

i remeber the summer before 8th grade i almost never wore meakeup to your house because it would just come off in the lake anyway. i felt fine with it. because it was you. and you know me. but one day in 7th grade i didnt wear makeup. i started wearing makeup in 5th grade, started wearing it everyday in 6th grade. that day people came up to me and asked me if i was sick, because i looked really bad. i never leave the house without makeup. for someone who truly doesn't care what people think, i am a hypocrite in my own little way. i care if people see me without makeup. not even you see me without makeup.
we are going to gain ourselves back paige kathryn ridley, and we are going to do it soon.