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i_slice_n_dice

epiphany

Apr 05, 2005 22:40

I had an epiphany today. (i know- WOW!) I realized that it doesnt matter how much i weigh as long as I'm healthy and that starving and throwing up may make me thinner but I'm so physically weak that i have a hard time walking up the stairs or running. And i would rather weigh more and be in good shape than being sick and unhealthy and skinnier. And ( Read more... )

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Yayness kachan April 6 2005, 04:35:08 UTC

I'm happy for you Sheila...hmm...did that book influence you at all with the realization? Just curious.

Re: Yayness i_slice_n_dice April 6 2005, 18:40:01 UTC

i don't know... i had a lot of conversations about eating in the last two weeks.. a main one being with adam, and another with pauline, and one with bill too... i think those may have had something to do with it but im not sure. All of a sudden everything in my mind clicked... it was the coolest feeling inthe world.

dash_merc April 6 2005, 14:05:21 UTC

Hey hey! I'm happy for you, and I'm glad you got it. I hope this new willpower will stay for a while and get to know you.

me too... i_slice_n_dice April 6 2005, 18:40:44 UTC

but i think it will. When things get set straight in my mind they tend to stay that way.

shadow1869 April 6 2005, 15:05:51 UTC

YAY!

*happy dances*

Congratulations lovey!

i_slice_n_dice April 6 2005, 18:41:05 UTC

thanks!

analily April 9 2005, 02:09:20 UTC

You should join Eating Disorder Escape... they have recovering people in it, etc...

Well, honestly I think you were perfect just the way you turned out...

anonymous April 22 2005, 03:37:22 UTC

Whatever, throwing up is pretty cool, at least your not fat

i_slice_n_dice April 25 2005, 04:46:07 UTC

oh yes its cool, your throats raw and bleeding, you cant swallow, your stomach always hurts, your electrolytes are fucked up, you throw up blood, vomit comes out your nose, and puke and puke until you cant puke anymore.. so yeah throwing up is a lot of fun isnt it? fuck you.