...And show me where you run to, when no one's left to take your side...

so i really want to get back into this.
not so that people can read it
more just a tool so that i can things off my chest that i dont usually get a chance to get off.

but this weekend was ahhhhhhhhhhmazzzzzzzzzzing =)
i couldnt have asked for a better person to spend it with.
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...Never again will i hear you, never again will i miss you, Never again will i fall to you, never...

well im down to my last 7 days of high school!
im so ready to get out of that place!

a little update on life...
well last week i sprained my ankle at gymnastics practice, so that put me out of the meet that we had this weekend.. oh well it was just the ( Read more... )

...If I just lay here, Would you lie with me and just forget the world?...

well i havent updated in forever
so im going to try and get this thing going again
well so much has gone on since i last updated
so here it goes...

me and chad broke up.. and its been 4 months since then.. and i think its for good.. which i hate saying but i think it has come ( Read more... )

...and with a broken wing, man you ought to see her fly...

Life has been a mess plus more over the past 2 weeks.. it just seems no matter which corner i turn i run into a brick wall... im never good enough for anything and im fed up with it... i feel like im fighting a battle that im not ever going to win! I know life isnt always going to go my way ( Read more... )

...If i could've really hung the moon, would it have changed your mind...

well yesterday was not the greatest day i can say... i was just not the happiest bc things were just getting to me that usually didnt get to me... like it got to me so bad yesterday that i couldnt even eat my lunch but thats okay bc my lovely boyfriend ate it for me... i love ( Read more... )

...But just give me a break and see the changes i have made...

well today was a monday... i was tired... 
first block we talked about some more medical law which is interesting at times but the other times it is just murder!
3rd hour we didnt do much... we talked about what we are going to do tomorrow which haha we still dont know lol
4th hour we ( Read more... )

...They say, "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here"...

life has been crazy lately...
school is going pretty well, just with all this warm and sunny weather makes me want summer to get here even faster! Summer is my favorite time of year! Its just such a happy time for me, i love being outside on those gorgeous days! okay.. so back on the subject ( Read more... )

...You better let somebody love you, before it's too late...

well, we got out of school early friday because of homecoming and then me and chad went run some errands... then i brought him to work, then i went to work.. when i got off i went pick chad, sarah, and laur up and we went to the game and the spartans won 16-0!
the next morning, i went ( Read more... )

...you touched my heart when i didn't have a prayer...

the past few days have been really rough on me... but i have done alot of thinking and i have come to the realization that i love him and no one can change that! you cant persuade me not to be with him; it is not going to work! everyone makes mistakes and i am for one to have made plenty of ( Read more... )

...Every memory of looking out the back door...

i miss him... everything seems to be crashing down on me... for the one thing that gave me every chance that i didnt deserve is gone... i dont know what to do... this really sucks...

i love you chad and i always will... and i mean that!

broked hearted...
♥