Why do i always feel like i need to impress someone to know i am being successful at living? Whether it's teachers, the folks, supervisors, clients, friends, the opposite sex especially. It seems that in everything I do, probably even in writing this post if I'm truly honest, I want affirmation from those with whom I come in contact. I wish it ( Read more... )

ahhh lindsey it's dylan i love you terribly!!! hahahahahaha i know your password and social security number!!!!!!! (in a childish taunting melody)

Sometimes i fight so hard for and against so many things for no apparant reason at all, in the same way that i am afraid of things that i create. i have this fear that i mean practically nothing to certain people that i love, or worse, that i somehow give them the impression that they mean practically nothing to me. i want to love perfectly, be ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder when i am going to grow up. when will i be able to hold down a real job, when will i figure out what i want my major to be, or what i want to do with the rest of my life. when will i have huge career goals or want to change the world? because as of right now, i don't. i would like to love, to marry, to travel, to have kids after ( Read more... )

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I try to seem confident, and i usually even convince myself that i am. but, when it boils down to it, i still compare myself to other girls too much for my own good. goodness gracious, girls are ridiculous ( Read more... )

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i hope he realizes how much i love him, and how this love makes me love pretty much everything else in the world as well. I want to be everything that he deserves, which i fear is a very challenging thing to be. it's like this: like being somewhere and being surrounded by miles of beautiful mountains and nature and the like. the sheer amazement ( Read more... )

Wanna know what I think?

I think it would be nice if people -- at the moment, particularly guys - at the moment particularly the guys of kissimmee -- could stop cheating on their girlfriends. It would be nice if the apparantly lost concept of being true and loyal to some one, because of a little thing called love, could somehow be found again.  So ( Read more... )

Sometimes, or rather more often than not, I am just tired. tired of feeling like a failure, tired of not being able to make everyone around me fully happy. I'm tired of people not being able to get along with every one else, tired of me not being able to get along with everyone else. i'm tired of gas prices, tired of school, and yet, tired of ( Read more... )