i feel as though i am losing my friends, we never talk anymore (which is partially my fault).... i just feel like everyone has something in there life that has become more important and i am just here, the guy to say hi to and then off they go. I duno... i really don't know how to explain how i feel right now... whatever

i want to start a worship team... nothing big, just some people that are willing to go out to some random places and just worship... you down... send in a application type thing.. tell me who you are, what you play(or if you sing), when you are able to go out, and any other information that you think is needed..

yeah... thats all

001. Spell your name: Brian ( Read more... )

i put this on my xanga a while ago so yeah.... fill it out ( Read more... )

01. who are you, what's our relationship ( Read more... )

It's just amazing how life can suck so bad.... how familys call fall be falling apart but put on the best act in the world like nothing is wrong.... i want to get away from all this... i need to get away for a while... sometimes i think running away will help, but i realize thats not how to deal with it... i just need to get away

spoke at the burn lastnight... t'was a bit scary
i hope if you heard it that it was helpful... i guess.. i really duno what i am talking about right now so i am guna go but yeah.... lates

Today was ok, it could have been way better... my whole family is just... uhhhh..... i mean, i love my family with all my heart, but they are just.. mad drama.... ah well..... so i hope you all had a merry CHRISTmas and remembered God

New years is soon and it looks like my Goal isn't going to be met... haha, i am a dork...

yeah well, i am out...

i am losing my dad and there is nothing i can do to change his mind.... please pray for my family... please

It's so nice sitting very still ( Read more... )