so i have been exercising my booty off ( Read more... )

hahaha
so yeah
haven't written in this thing in FORever
but I'm going to be undertaking in a major task
I have about 1 month and 2 weeks to prepare
and I'm not even sure if it's going to happen yet
anyways.. I want to document my progress
thus livejournal is reborn

love love

I hate being back home;
it's disgusting.

We had an amazing weekend,
and I can't stand leaving him.

I want us to be together all the time,
but we don't have that luxury.

I miss you baby,
so much,
and I can't wait until Thanksgiving to see you again.

I love you Robert Dale Driggers,
forever and always.

ok so i understand that you're angry
and you're somewhat right
he has changed and he did change himself
but it has been for the better

you're wrong in your anger though
you shouldn't be mad at him
not in the least bit
if you want to be mad at someone, be furious with me
i'm the one who has made him this way

there have been too many rumors with you too
too ( Read more... )

i'm not going to let them change my mind
i've just actually stopped and thought about it

we're young
extremely young
and that's scary

there are a million other people 
out there in this world
that could ruin everything

not that we don't have enough people
enough fucking stupid people
to ruin it now

i'm just saying

our lives are no where close to over
they are ( Read more... )

i would walk away
if i could
but that's impossible
...
i love you

i could cry a river
if i dared
but why bother
...
i love you

i should be angry
if it's true
but who knows
...
i love you

i might give up
if i fall
but you'll catch me
... 
i love you

in the end
we're still together
forever and always
...
i love you

leaving the person you love
sucks

i was in miami for 2 days
and it was the best weekend of my life
me and robert had so much fun
it was amazing

but now it's over
got to go back to school
and i won't see him
for another 3 weeks

shiiiit

i love you Robert.
<3 forever and always baby.

so this is going to sound horrible
but it's the truth
and i tell the truth
...
i don't believe you
any of you
because in my mind you did it
i'm going insane
because all i can see are images
and it hurts
there's no point in lying
i don't believe you anyway
ha
how screwed up everything is
fucking ridiculous
honestly i don't even care anymore
what's done is done
i ( Read more... )

27 ways to make a girl smile . . . . .

*1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or sexy.
*2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.
*3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
*4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
*5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times.
*6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she ( Read more... )

it's hard to let things go
but i'm trying my best

i just hate liars
and need to figure out why they would lie
it doesn't make any sense

either way
i'd rather believe him
because that wau i'm safer

hopefully i'm making the right decision
a decision that determines the rest of my life

<3 forever and always baby