I'm so fucking sick of society's bullshit and everyone around me. I fear too much to do anything about it; namely the consequences ironically that society will unleash upon me after my attack upon it. Today was just absolute shit. I'm not used to dealing with everything I've had to deal with today, so I don't know how to react to it. I need help. ( Read more... )

I got a new guitar yesterday, it's a pretty cheap $200 Ibanez but it sounds awesome, next paycheck I'm getting an amp. Stellar...

I have Saturdays and Sundays off now.

You know I'm going to take advantage of it.

Today was a lazy day off for me. Eariler tonight I grabbed Jere and we went to a party to take his mind off of things. There were a lot of people there. A lot of girls. Jimmy from the band was there too with their new guy Ethan. We stayed for a couple of hours listening to a few bands practice, amung them were... Kalis, Embrace The Fall and ( Read more... )

I feel to be changing into a new person and growing more independent day by day. With my confidence sky high I feel I can accomplish anything now. It's all sole created, self absorbed for my success. I can do anything I want to if I want to ( Read more... )

Yesterday i began the day with a pleasant suprise of having the day off, even after I went in. I chilled with Amanda and Shawn in the break room for a little bit talking before Shawn threw a fork at me and made me spill ice tea all over myself when I threw my hand up to block it. Assistant Manager Tim came in and gave me a puzzled look, and I ( Read more... )

life is not good

Elana is moving to Nebraska. I still wish to be with her. If not then I wish the best for her ( Read more... )

Recently I've began to noticed how carefree, laid back or extremely careless I've been. I wonder what makes me think the way I do that not a whole hell of a lot matters to me in life at the moment. Perhaps it's the stagnant sorroundings I entagle myself within each day, and I figure it's time for a change - anything out of the ordinary. As when I ( Read more... )

life sucks too often.