so numb right now. we drove all around tonight just to hang out and get to know each other a little better ;) it was fun. we discovered an abandoned house in the middle of nowhere and explored it.. it was really pretty, and creepy at the same time, a good combination. after that the girls had to be home early so we left which sucked. i returned ( Read more... )

hindered plans twisted beyond my desire. nerve wracking realization shaking my mind to frustration. dying hopes and looming doom haunt me. darkness accompanied by silence strangling my senses to disorientation. i am the only one who can save myself from this metaphorical death that drags me down. fuck the world with it's established ways. ( Read more... )

Last night Leland, Geoff, and I went to Eric's apartment for a few hours. We drank a lot between the three of us until Geoff passed out. lol. I also saw Kyle there, Kyle and Eric I haven't seen in seven years. All we did was talk about the past, and other stupid shit, so many things that comes out of Eric's mouth that has the power to put me on the ( Read more... )

I saw white noise tonight at the theatre, it was okay. Had some jumpy parts, story line was meh. You know how I am with being impressed with movies. It was Sara, Ciera, Campe, Leland and I. I think we're going to go to city walk this weekend, they went last weekend and had a good time, drank some and wandered around the place. It should be better ( Read more... )

I went to my interview today. The woman explained to me that I was being interviewed for the position of cart pusher.. completely not what I applied for. I asked her if I'd be able to transfer after a time and she told me after six months of working there I could. I looked at her apprehensively and told her what I had applied for and this didn't ( Read more... )

First off, a little personality disorder test and my results...

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:LowAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:LowHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:LowDependent:LowObsessive-Compulsive:Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --
Well, the past couple of days have been alright, nothing major ( Read more... )

Today I played football again with Jere... *thinks* Ricki, Frankie, Joe, Cale, Robert, Sterling, Brandon, and a few others which I don't feel like thinking about right now. Getting tackled is a lot of fun.

.........meh my body hurts and my friend's companionship does too since I seem to be hanging out with his sister too much and neglecting him

today I played football with Jere and some other guys I didn't know at the CDC in Lake Alfred. It was different, I hadn't done something like that in a while. I'm in a good mood. No reason why, just am :) Oh and Saturday night I'm going to City Walk... fun.

What's up world?

I'm out

I meant to add this into my last entry...

*WARNING* It's really graphic and if you've ever seen pulp fiction you can appreciate this as I do in a weird way.

You don't see this everyday so I find it fascinating.http://www.pbnation.com/

kind of lonely because everyone is in school or working.. but I'm feeling good so I don't care. Later today I have to go to Lakeland for orientation to the place where I'm going to take my G.E.D. That's about the highlight of my day, I live such a boring life right now.. mow the grass.. and blow all the dead grass and leaves out of the driveway.. ( Read more... )