what's that? sexual frustration.

long time no journal ( Read more... )

i need to know. whether the answer is good or bad, being confused and in the middle is worse.

i am lost. temtations arise within me and i wish, i wish they would stop. is it all an addiction? doesn't it always end the same way?

since life is so complicated, there is no answer to the question: stay or go? both imply negative and positive results. i am stuck. possibly forever stuck. and forever lost. for the rest of my life.

school is over and the mono is finally beginning to recede.

two As and two Bs, but i worry about an overload of subjects next semester. i decided to go into the peer mentoring program in hopes that it looks good on my resume. although, this just means more of my time is being given away.

mother's day came and passed. life is forever complicated.

school is almost over, and i can finally relax and not stress for a week. then that will be followed my hitting the pavement for a job ( Read more... )

where am i going? i feel as though i am running in circles.

hahahahahahahaha

life is such a joke sometimes.

days like this make me feel like all that is reality is breaking apart or bending.

happy eleventh super pickle.