In memory

[ialdabaoth]

I want to tell you all about someone

Comments

[hypatiasghost]

Halloween night of 1994, not 2004? Not to nitpick, just to make sure that her memoriam post conveys the rate datum.

The world shall not see her like again.

[ialdabaoth]

1994. Clearly, you and I were already living with her in 2004.

Weak words

[jadedusoliel]

I was going to call when I knew what happened but then it seemed to be too long before I got around to it that I felt calling would have just been seen as shallow and empty

Re: Weak words

[ialdabaoth]

I miss you and I miss Lilith who seemed so close to you as to be simply an extension of all the good in you. Good that will still be there now that she is gone but as can be expected it is bruised

This is a huge problem for me right now. I've lost every anchor I've ever had for maintaining the good parts of me. I've been trying to tell people for months now that I'm not sure I can stay good, and now I mean it even more. I don't want to be good anymore.

Re: Weak words

[jadedusoliel]

You are a good person, that's just how it is. You can choose to do bad things in defiance of the fact that you are a good person. You can do bad things in order to try and escape the pain and frustration and all the other shit that comes with being a good person but you will still be a good person. I've seen inside, much to my own discomfort to be honest, and no matter what else you are you are a good person

[turner23]

lilith was fine company during my stay, when the bipeds were working and leaving the house meant a slow cooking process had begun.

she didn't crowd me or totally ignore me and allowed me to pet her, when she felt it was due.

i regret that, when i make my next journey to the states, that she will not be a part of it....

the fiend
oh and editorially... i think you meant to write 1994.

[turner23]

that's what i get for not pressing send before i fall asleep...

[rpgnet_else]

That's the most touching eulogy for a pet that I have ever read. :o