I realize I just posted a very long nonsensical tangent. But it felt good to write. I think I want to come back to the internet on a regular basis. So maybe I'll see you around internet friends. I may jump to the blog side of things. Links to eventually follow. There are many things that happen In my day to day that I would like some outside ( Read more... )

So it's almost 1am. I am getting up at 6 to go to phoenix to see the sabres play. I can't sleep, I sorta feel like an 8 year old kid going to disney for the first time. Super anxious so I am unable to sleep. I haven't seen a live sabres game in at least 6-7 years. But in this period of not being able to sleep I've been reading old entires on here. ( Read more... )

why do i do stupid things to myself like go read old LJ entries.

2008 started off so great. My relationship was doing well. I had a job I loved. Good friends. A fun apartment. Where the fuck did that all go wrong? LA to see ashley and nick. Ikea to furnish the apartment. Everything was going so good. Too good, so I must find chaos, I must cause a problem. How I let it all ripple out to be the atrocity that was ( Read more... )

i could define this as the good life.
a pretty awesome girlfriend.
an awesome house(kinda dirty at times, but awesome none the less)
sitting
relaxing
smoking a cigarette in my courtyard watching a hummingbird fly around.
fuck yea.

friends only.