i just got back from the pageant of the masters. boy was that a spectacle. finally i wasn't the only freak. its a event where real people get put into settings to make them look like real oil paintings and sculptures. pretty neat how the can make a three dimensional person look two dimensional. lighting had a lot to do with it and so did the way ( Read more... )

now another show begins. life brings such an adventure of different choices and paths to go on. outcomes not determined till experienced. you try one path run into a road block. you try another path and get a flat tire. you just keep choosing different paths to go down and finally your driving through a majestic forest not even wondering what the ( Read more... )

fuck him!! get over it!! same rants over and over!! he just had to slither his way back into my life when i was finally moving on. of course that was on purpose. maniacal little bastard. i'm moving for sure. i just have to wait till my year lease is up and pay back my boss. oh and getting enough nerve to find a new job would be good. thats the ( Read more... )

ok i've had an emotion breakdown officially. made a huge ass of myself ( Read more... )

mmmnnnn. i feel like i'm floating. i just got my 1st professional massage ever. i had my eyes closed thinking of nothing and everything all at once. finally found the epiphany ive been waiting for to finish my painting ( Read more... )

THERE IS NOTHING PERMANENT IN LIFE BUT CHANGE.
YOU CANNOT EVADE THIS MAJESTIC LAW OF LIFE.

man has it been an eventful couple of weeks. this saturday i experienced a overwhelming feeling of happiness. i went out in my best dress and felt totally free of being controlled. i was actually social and introduced myself to several people. of coarse it was at the roller disco. i love that place ( Read more... )

holidays suck. this is when the people of the world feel its there personal obligation to put on their ass hole hats. prime example : i was getting a customers items from under the stairs. i got up quickly and miss judged my heads size and walloped my self good on those damned stairs. concrete i must add. so this bitch is in a hurry and i'm on the ( Read more... )

yippy ie cow yay! im freeeeeeeeeeee. i finally moved in to a apartment with no loop holes our drug addicts. i swear its amazing what you'll do in desperation. i busted out all my old albums. i mean vinyl too. i felt that boy george and i really bonded last night. i think i can still hear his voice. hhhmmmmmmmm. i'm in love. no not really. there is ( Read more... )

oh yeah i almost forgot to say.... the paper chase thorougly kicked my ass.