Well shoot. I just typed a gizzilion things and the damn lj kicked it all out.

I've been on a hiadis so sorry to all my fans. I've been busy being a scientific mirical. I've had a utrine implant and was able to give birth to a beautiful baby girl. She's now 10 months old. She's such a doll.

ok so everything is going peachie. i still can't rollerskate but my heart is still swollen with numbing love. who woulda thought there was something of that great of feeling out there. at the end of the month i will be going to new orleans. Will's home town. metting his mom for the first time in person. it'll be nice to atatch a face to the voice i ( Read more... )

wow it's been a long long time. my life has changed to the better. october 1st i found true love. even through my 5 years of being married to my ex did i ever feel so good. his name is will. we took our first trip together for halloween. it was a real fun time. he got to meet some of my friends and experince a different better side of california. ( Read more... )

favorite past time. eating grits and cinnamon toast playing word search or number search race from 10-4 magazine at 2 in the morning with lindy my favorite person. second run on sentences.

is'nt it funny when you desire things you know you can't have. it sounds pessimistic but its realistic. the weekend was alright. i was dragged out by my aunt (totally sauced aunt). we went to the spectrum. argh consumerism capital of southern california. guys in drag are widely accepted there (shhaa right). we settled into the rock bottom brewery ( Read more... )

the best weekend in a while just transpired. i went out with some cool babes lindy, jamie, and kara. had me o lot few drinks to many and got to sing songs in lindy's new ride all the way home. big fun was challenged and conquered that night. then on sunday lindy, amy and i meet up with my friend steve (old jr high bully) and watched styx. wow let ( Read more... )

i got a shot. no more 3 day migrain from hell. :) going dancing with new found energy. sunday will be styx. yes.!

so labor day was finally not so laborious. the place where i work closed for the 2nd day in nine years. what a relief. i decided to take the opportunity to spend some time with the family. well let me start with friday. my friends lindy matt and i went to the garage to see count smokula perform. we all had 5$ to give the guy at the door. once we ( Read more... )

one day i'm going to have something up beat to say. i woke up this morning 1 hour early. i thought i might ride my bike to work. sense the price of gas has gone through the roof and all. the way there was a mindless tired journey. for some reason on the way back it dawned on me. depression has soaked every bone in my body that all other emotion are ( Read more... )

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