dance party time

so eric is coming home thursday and i am grateful about that. i miss him more than i thought i was going to. Thursay seems so far away- I want to look devastatingly gorgeous for him- i dont know why. It just seems like the right thing to do once you havent seem someone you were in love with for a long time. I want to take him to disneyland for his ( Read more... )

working on a new me...its hard

i relize i am not. mope mope mope

EPIC

"You are beautiful", Eric use to tell me everyday that we were dating, every single day. I never believed him. I would just look in the mirror and point out to him all my imperfections and he would just laugh and kiss me and say, "You will never belive me when I say you are the most beautiful girl". He would also get made at me that I couldn't ( Read more... )

It sucks to have to say this, but the one of the things that is holding me back in life right now is money. Not like i am greedy or anything (eventhough it woudld be nice to me rich) but people do not know how to tip!!! its starts at 15% if the waitress does her job. 10% if she is bad and if she is shitting its up to your desgression i suppose. ( Read more... )

i hate mean chinese men and lame people

So I want to my SECOND bachelorette party of my life! my friend is getting married to my best friends brother, yep its true and she is only 19! whats it with my friends getting married at 19 it like the golden age or something. then of corse i get "the talk" at the party "Samantha why arent you dating anyone" "we all thought you and Eric were going ( Read more... )

A better son/daughter ( Read more... )