reading everyone's posts about the new apartment has made me want to come home even more. I am so excited (and lucky) that i get to move straight into a great place. No more scary basements for me. I moven' on up, to the valley park side, to a sweet ass apartment in the sky ( Read more... )

The brain is a wonderful tool, a great partner, but let me tell you, it has an ego all it's own. The past few weeks I have been exploring it, playing with it, reconstructing my neuronical (is this a word?) webs, and splunking through unknown areas of it with the powerful flashlight of self awareness. I am convinced that my brain has privacy ( Read more... )

Look I have turned into a monkey with a penis. That was pretty much my life's ambition.

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I am waiting for the bus to go back to Chaing Mai and then back to Hua Hin. Last night we had a huge party at the Blue Lagoon. I danced with hippies all night and it was great. Some random hippie guy started writing in my journal. This is what he wrote," You're just a flopping fish, on the summer sand, looking for the wave you missed, when ( Read more... )

I had a great night tonight, and it made me come slightly drunk to an internet cafe here in Pai to write out my notes before I lose them ( Read more... )

This quote is all over tee shirts in Thailand, especially in Chaing Mai. Scott bought a shirt as soon as he got here and Thais commented on it the whole time he was here. I just dropped him off at the airport and am killing time until my train in 12 hours. Sigh. But seriously, I think the Thais have something with this saying ( Read more... )

I wanted to document this trip on livejournal, but I have been doing a terrible job of writing. There is always so much going on that I forget ( Read more... )

I am in Bangkok right now at a Thai massage parlor. Yes, I finally broke down and spent 100 baht on a massage. It was great. Now we are drinking tea and eating pinapple, free of charge. I know Bangkok is dirty and filled with every kind of sin there is, but I love it. It has so much energy and one thing you can't be here is bored ( Read more... )

I am not depressed, just infatuated with my own mind. There is nothing more real than that. Nothing is cosmic, or maybe everything is. Duality has become a fuzzy concept for me anyway. You have to halt to see that life's cliff's notes aren't worth a damn, so that's what I'm doing ( Read more... )