SO I feel like I have everything on hold. Im waiting til the end of the school year. Im waiting to see what happens with boy. Im waiting to see if I got accepted into Americorps. Im waiting to see if my boss ends up keeping me around or not. Im just waiting. Its like I gave up control in my life to forces I cannot control ( Read more... )

Im pretty sure Im happy. Or at least getting there. I dont feel particularly different but I do for some reason feel like I should be happy and therefore may actually be without fully knowing it. Is there anyway to be sure? I dont know ( Read more... )

I braved those mountain passes ( Read more... )

Its freezing here and we had a buch of snow last night. I woke up in a great mood cause I like snow. But i am a little put off by the snow.....my feet are numb. Things ae going to be okay I decided. Maybe because I've been drinking lots of tea, or maybe because joe came back to town, I dont know, but things are okay. Im going home in less then 2 ( Read more... )

There is a lot to say. But I wont say much. I haven been asked out 4 times in the last week. Helen says she refuses to feel bad for me even though its making me feel insane. I have said no (in one way or another) to everyone but I have feelings for all of them. Not anything outside a mere empathy or intrest though. The truth is that I was very much ( Read more... )

Have you ever seen a llama wearing pokadot pajamas ( Read more... )

SO Im going to start doing this again. I dont know why or anything, I just feel like it. Its been a really hard month. Jackson and I broke up and its weird being single again. I hae too much going on in my head when it comes to this. M mother is also slowing going insane too. I think she is stressing about money a lot and about he fact that she is ( Read more... )

Its been a while since I updated, but in my defence I was in Chicago and then really really sick. so yea. I just got back froma flying lesson. I love flying. And even more so I love the man that teaches me to fly. My head set wasnt working once we took off so he has me take them off while we're about 50 feet about the gound, if even, and starts ( Read more... )

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So it was another birthday come and gone. Well kinda, my mom and I are taking the celebration one or two more days into Brekinridge. It will be a super good shopping extravaganza. hahaha that is not how you spell that word ( Read more... )