omg. one of my good friends, i told her who i liked and she's like, "oh well....he only goes for these kinds of girls...." wtf? is she trying to bring me down? we had a crush on the same guy but both got over it...i think she's just jealous or something but wtf i am soo mad.

omg! i just talked to my sister online and she was saying my brother and her are very drunk. it's not fair!!!!!!!!! i want to be with them, drunk, smoked out, whatever. now all i have is stupid coffee and cigarettes. i can't even start smoking again until i move into my apartment. fuckkkkk. i think i will go see if there's anything good on tv. ( Read more... )

hello! today i had SUCH a great day. i went to look at an apartment!! i didn't like it, but i am going to look at more. i am definitely going to get one. then once i finish up school and make enough money i am going to go to college in cali! i got 3 job applications today-- to where the buffalo roam, the bead store, and the ped shop. they all had ( Read more... )

Today has been a good day. I returned to Colorado and I will be here for at least a week. I believe I am getting my own apartment soon and my therapist is going to help me learn how to live on my own. It was said leaving school and Visions, but I know I can move out there once I get my shit together and see them again. Yesterday I bought The ( Read more... )

well, i didn't have much of a day today. school was really boring, i just want to get high school over with and move to a college. today i made some art. OMG I SAW BEN AFFLECK AT A STARBUCKS!!!! he was in line behind me and it was sooo cool. i was star struck. right now im watching family guy. its so funny. anyway, thats all i have left to write.

adam likes me. he said without meeting me, on a scale of one to ten the chances of dating me is an 8. i love the gifts in sobriety ( Read more... )

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yay!!! the lady i was having a problem with, i talked to her and it went so well. also, i am so happy. this guy likes me. i will post the conversations. also my friend and i are getting along. my dad is talking to me and its great. i love life ( Read more... )

god. i am having the worst time. there is this lady who's telling me why i do certain shit and why i want to. for example, she says that i go to this one certain AA meeting just to meet the guys and look at them. that's so not the case. i mean, there's TONS of hot guys there and shit, but i have a guy in mind, and i like that meeting for the ( Read more... )

hey hey! not a lot is going on...i'm watching csi and i'm on myspace...yea i dont have much to say so i'm going to peace out!