i haven't written in such a long time!! i came out of rehab this past wednesday, and transferred into a sober living, and its great! i live in california and go to school and to an outpatient program. its fun. anyway, i gotta go. ttyl.

well, i didnt have a very good day. it looks like im not going to prom, which sucks. at least according to my mom. i will probably go whether she likes it or not. someone stole 2 packs of cigarettes out of my locker, and i dont know how they would b/c no one knows my combo except my best friend, and we share it, so. she wouldnt take it b/c she ( Read more... )

hey...i have had a pretty good day. i went out at lunch time today to smoke a cigarette and i saw kellen, george and denae sitting in his car, and it seemed like they were honking at me, but i called him to ask and he said no. and then i asked if he was still mad at me and he said yes and then i was like well i take my apology back because you ( Read more... )

When it rains it pours and opens doors ( Read more... )

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who the fuck reads "a people's history of the united states" by howard zinn? and writes a fucking 3 page paper on it? i dont want to, FUCK JOHN ZOLA!!!! and fuck my school too!!!

im joyful right now! music makes me wanna dance and sing!! yay! dude, i bitched out the vice princepal the other day...lol. it was great. so she caught me ditching class, and she said i had to start sitting in the office for lunch and stay in for breaks again...and i was like, "im not fucking doing that again," and walked out. but then i have to do ( Read more... )

so i dont know if im going. it sucks. wahh!! i really wanna go. i asked matt if he wanted to go with me, and he said no. but his reason is because he dropped out of boulder high, and he hates high school soo much! he said that even if the girl, raiza, he likes asked him, he would say no. he is going to go to an after party tho. im ok with it though ( Read more... )

hey guys!! i'm turning into such a bad person!! i have been doing all this shit that isn't me at all...smoking cigarettes, ditching class, stealing things in my own household, not showing up for appointments, etc...geez, i need to stop. i think i will just call this week my "bad" week. then next week, i will start doing things i am suppose to. ( Read more... )

ok, so you guys can totally ignore that last entry! so, this weekend, my mom got pissed off at me. on saturday, i was allowed to go spend the night at my friends house. so i did. we ended up going to hang out at my other friends house, julie. we had missed the bus to take back to her house, so we just stayed the night at julies. we didn't end up ( Read more... )