i think this was a mistake.

i really must be out of my fucking mind. i am freaking out. prematurely, yes. unnessasarily, probably, but it's still happening, and i still have non stop nervous butterflies and it's effecting my every day life. i am so fucking scared about moving away.

i can't even count how many times this year i have cursed boston and blamed all my problems on it and just wanted out in general but i am already starting to miss it without even having left. i think i just kind of realized that even if i am totally bored with it that it's still the most recent familiarity i have. and that next year i will have to ( Read more... )

please. give. me. roommates.

uhh i got drunk off of free wine. and hada discussion with amanda about drugs in high school, and now i'm feelin g kind of like an idiot. because i did alot of stupid shit, like very stupid shit, and all of a sudden it's not a matter of it being a thing i did in the past, but more like me being a fucking moron. as in i should have died in the ( Read more... )

if you know what's good for you, you will no longer ask me about the following things UNLESS i bring them up myself ( Read more... )

dear everyone who fucking rules right now ( Read more... )

all there is to do is find a house and some roommates. why am i absolutely terrified of this whole thing?

i have this weird feeling of impending doom.

someone stole my fuckin wallet this weekend.