i always find myself in the middle of things that i care nothing about. have thte time i pursue the nothingness,and the other half i retract and runaway. but not in big way. nothings really that big of deal. at least not these days. but i think to tend to make everything that way. potentially to keep from a nervous breakdown. because really what ( Read more... )

this past weekend has been really good. friday night i went to on the border with kendra and lauren. the fire alarm went off 3 times during the meal. the first time was for about 10 minutes. it was pretty annoying. but oh well, make the best of any situation. saturday night i worked for a long time and by the end of the night i was really loopy and ( Read more... )

this morning is amazing, i am listening to an old mix cd that has wonderful bands such as juliana theory, sublime, antiflag, rancid, operation ivy, veronica, oh it is full of good laughs and old memories. oh memories.

2 in 1 year just isnt fair.

sometimes people call me by the wrong name,a nd i really dont like it. sometimes i make ethnic jokes and offend people. but i mean uh i just get nervous when there are breaks in the conversation. uh i just get nervouse. im going to be comedian. i think thats got to be the most pretentious job, b/c who really sits around thinks to themselves that ( Read more... )

i get really excited when there is already opened cartons of milk left in the fridge. its always so hard for me to get new ones open. they have that extra plastic attached to the lid, to ensure freshness or something. but i always have to use a knife to cut that off so that i can get the lid off. its such a hastle, and needless to say i get really ( Read more... )

ex-girlfriends rule the world. and since i am not an ex of anyone it seems i have no say anything. but seriously by this age everyboy has this exgirlfriend who completely screwed him up and he cant get over or something like that. the world is ruined. i guess i should be thankful that i am not one of the people ruining the world. blah blah blah. ( Read more... )

friday night;rain storm/flash flood. got stuck in borders. borders closed. me, tara, and becki mad a run for IHOP. its 24 hours. waited for the rain to stop ( Read more... )

mikeys back. he took me out for a day of fun. which consisted of going to a bike shop and a hardware store for his new bike. pretty sweet bike. not worth a $1200. i got to see the new scenes at the end of napoleon dynamite. they are glorious. went out to lawrence wed night. got in a water war with thomas and becki. made me feel young again. young ( Read more... )

today was good. i have a headache all day though. but i realized i could swallow 3 pills at once. yah im a badass. i started to watch desperado. then michael called and i talked to him for awhile, i walked around the block, and sat on the porch swing which faces the house. weird. after the phone call with michael i started watching desperado again ( Read more... )