i'm still alive.

Rest in peace Dudley Moore, today is 4 years since you died.

There's something wrong with me, truthfully I have depression and when you do you can't seem to focus on anything really and want to do nothing and nothing gets solved and it's a vicious cycle. I feel like I'm deteriorating ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to me! Here's a toast to 21!

Fucking snow, though listening to Built to Spill and Modest Mouse in it is nice and being with someone you love makes it warmer, but it is an inconvenience although it still is calming. It's just a pain.

I've been listening to The Blackout Pact and The Escape Engine a lot this week.

I love Amanda <3

I'm having a slight panic attack, I've been having them a lot lately. I've been really scared of life lately. A big part of me wants to die, but a different part of me just is flustered and doesn't know how to get out of this mess called life and pick myself up. I need help or more immediate results, time is not on my side and I'm facing it begging ( Read more... )

Geckolounge: get your ass moving to find better source of income... your an adult now and need to make better money.
Geckolounge: love you... this is why i'm saying this to you

This morning at 3:00 AM I was robbed in front of a deli on Manor Road. I'll write more about all of this later, just my money was taken. For now I have to go and meet up with more cops. It's time for me to wake up. Are you coming with me beautiful?

"I'll take it back to the streets, I'll start again, I'll never look back, Never look baaaaack, Baaaaaaack! How does it feel when you don't feel anything? Don't have a heart attack, Don't have a heart attaaaaaack, But I won't stop you."

Expect a real post soon.

I love my Amanda Bear!!!! <3

HELL YES!

Say Anything is back on the road with 4 shows in March!

March 1, 2006 - New York, NY @ CBGB