i'm fucking sick of trying.

For the past 3 months it's felt like I've had a thing in my stomach. Like something big that just kind of aches. And not really in my stomach cuz then i would feel full. It's like on top of my stomach. For 6 months before that I've been thinking nonstop about this album. It's like I had a baby but when the baby came out it was horribly deformed and ( Read more... )

so i put 3 eggs into hot water today to boil them and make them into hard-boiled eggs. When I put them in the water they started screaming. It hurt to listen to so I left the room and came back when they were done. Luckily they had stopped screaming.

so i'm going through my itunes and for some reason some of my songs files are messed up. if anyone has any of the following albums that are in perfect condition (i.e. they don't skip around and stuff) will you let me know pleeeease ( Read more... )

wow... i'm like lower than i've been in a looong time. since when do i suck? i feel like i let myself go hardcore. nuthin to lose now i guess.

i just haven't been hurt in so long... i forgot what it felt like... damn

i dont know whats going on in my head. recently i've been getting really really sad when that girl doesn't text me back or answer my calls. i've never been one to get offended by that stuff but for some reason it's been realllllly getting on my nerves and then all of a sudden im in a terrible mood. it's like my happiness is completely dependent on ( Read more... )

damn you looked good last week. what happened?

I have dynamite friends.

(this one's for my friends; you guys know who you are)

you guys are my best friends. and thanks ben.

so today my horoscope said that life was hard enough without me messing things up. so i went ahead and messed things up. more on this later.

did you know that lemons are acidic but limes are basic? weird.