sorry i haven't updated in a while but heres wats going on i am grounded til the end of the school year bc i did something stupid and its to long to type so if u want to no im me and i will tell u. me and nick are talking again and for the ppl that no about me and nick we are just staying friends nothing more and hopefully nothing less. me and ( Read more... )

me and drew have established the fact that we both like each other but we are not going out. we had a big huge discussion on that and he wants to but not right now which i can understand and then he felt like shit bc he thought he let me down and that made me cry and he felt even worse so we got past that. we talked til 3am in the morning and then ( Read more... )

i didn't go to skool today bc i was up all night bc i couldn't breathe ( Read more... )

hey every1! these past days have been great. i met this really nice and cute guy on vampirefreaks. his name is drew and we clicked right from the start. he is a great guy and i think he likes me the same way. he also thinks nick is a jerk which is even better! right now i am waiting for him to get on bc i really like talking to him. he makes me ( Read more... )

hey sorry i haven't wrote in here in a couple of days. but i got a profile on vampirefreaks.com if u want to see it my user name is nothingtolose2008. i have made alot of friends in there. but ne ways thing right now are looking good. life is piecing its self back together. which is a good thing. i am totally over nick, which is another good thing ( Read more... )

i am dealing today. its hard but i will be ok. today sucked tho it was sooooo boring. Alisha was pissed at me but oh well i could care less. i am sticking with my friends i got now like nicole and gabby bc i can't stand ppl who thinks the world revovles around them but whatever.nothing really happened today like i said it was really boring. my mom ( Read more... )

evrything is falling apart and i can't handle it!!!! maybe i need to be alone for awhile and it sux bc i have realized that nick never cared and everything he told me was a lie and that hurts really bad and right now i am crying bc i miss him so much and it hurt knowing i probably never see or talk to him again. it hurts to know that he never cared ( Read more... )

wow i haven't wrote in here in awhile. alot has gone on since. i had a b/f we broke up and after that we didn't talk for a long time and then we started and to make a long stroy short i am probably never going to talk or see him ever again. but i will be ok i have moved on but there is always going to be a place for him in my heart and i hope he ( Read more... )

i am starting to worry about my friends more than myself. my friend(his name will not be mentioned) said he was having family troubles and said he didn't want to talk about it. which i understand but i am worried about him alot. Well my friend got tickets to the Rockettes! GO NICOLE! hope u have fun tonight. she went with her mom tonight to go see ( Read more... )