I was about 9 or so. There was a stray dog out in the back yard of our apartment. The thing was filthy, and obviously starving. I went inside and asked if I could feed it a few slices of bologna. My mother shot me a look and said "NO!!" Well, I couldn't stand seeing this dog suffer, so I snuck a few pieces out anyway ( Read more... )

I realized most of what i post in here is really depressing. For those that can't see my other journal probably think I'm a total nutter. :) I'm really not that bad.

I sometimes wonder if I care too much sometimes. Like tonight. Someone I don't even know a half a world away was having real problems. I talk to the person that is talking to him ( Read more... )

I found out my grandmother died this morning. (My mum called). You know - I realize this is going to make me sound bad, but bear with me for a few. I feel no sorrow at her passing. In fact, I'm sorta happy about it. It's a relief.

This was a woman that was pure evil. She enjoyed tomenting me as a child and well into adulthood. She took great ( Read more... )

This is getting worse! All I seem to do is make things worse. I'm beginning to wonder if I shouldn't just sever all human contact. It's obvious I shouldn't be permitted near them.

Actually, the last few haven't been. Lots of drama, shite, and otherwise less than pleasurable stuff. I'm not posting this in my other journal, just here.

I found out one of my friends got absolutely DICKED by this bitch. I'm really angry about this to the point I can hardly see straight! No one deserve what she did to him. No one!

I also ( Read more... )

Had to file for unemployment today. No matter how nice they try to be, it's still a totally humilitating experience. They weren't rude on the phone or anything, but still...

This is really taking a toll on the self-esteem lately. It seems so wrong how much your self image can get wrapped up in a job. There really is something fundamentally wrong ( Read more... )

That sound you just heard was my contented mood being shattered by a blast from my past. Many diary entries ago in my other journal, I wrote about a "friend" who came here for a few days while she and her husband were in a major fight. I realized that I didn't really have anything in common with them, so we basically ended the friendship.

Or so I ( Read more... )

I retired my middle hole in both ears (I had three ear piercing on each side). They were getting too close to the tunnels and I'll need that space to continue stretching.

A moment of silence please.

I got my tunnels in today!!!! It took some doing, though. Supposedly, they are 6ga (4mm), but they really seemed a bit bigger than that. I stretched with my 4ga taper and got them in that way. It's still a rather tight fit, but I'm so happy to get those acrylic bullets out. My ears didn't seem to like them very much ( Read more... )

Well, my first sitting is complete!! :D

I'm getting ahead of myself. Hehehe - that should be a head ON myself. ;)

Mal and I went up to Salem NH to Mark Herlehy's shop Tatu for ink today. Have I mentioned what an amazing artist he is?? Yuper3 was getting some work done as well, and Sykospark was going to meet us there.

After Yupe got his arm ( Read more... )