i have probably slept 6 hrs in the past two days. while that may seem like a lot to some CRAZY people, who don't sleep, i am getting delirious. i'm so tired. and hungry. and i have a saturday final! yes, i just wanted to whine about how much my life sucks right now, but i know the winter break is one day away, and i will see my homies! yeeyuh. ( Read more... )

i'm gaining weight again! NOOOOO! it's winter yes, but i am not a bear. i'm not supposed to be storing fat. :( okay. no moar! my cousin's wedding reception is coming up and she's like a fucking anorexic. i will not be beat. time to be as skinny as her. i don't know why, but i've always felt like i've had to compete with that cousin. she's just a ( Read more... )

i just want to be successful in life. not even that successful. just self-sustaining. my move to the nyc may most likely be delayed because of my inability to study for a million things at once. once again, i hate myself. there is perhaps 5 minutes within a day where i actually like myself. everyday i grow more and more tired of riverside, of ( Read more... )

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there are these fucktards in my apartment complex who just love to go to the spa at the buttcrack of dawn. like 6am, 7am. EVEN SOMETIMES at 3 in the fucking morning. and they are such dumbasses. listening to them talk and laugh they really sound stupid. i bet they are. because who the fuck does that. people sleep at these kinds of hours, but they ( Read more... )

i have decided that school + lsat = no way for me. i suck at juggling these two things. especially two things of such importance. there are some things i have to decide before it's too late. i think i'm just going to apply to some okay schools and then if anything, retake the lsat later on, but not in december. less than 15 days of prep time left ( Read more... )

so this it's happening again. watch my future fly away on a wasted effort. god, i hope it is worth it. really. but i have my doubts as always. more doubts than hope.

i have an unhealthy addiction to chick-fil-a. it is also expensive. i can't afford this addiction! do they put cocaine in their chicken sandwiches? cuz i want one right now. and i just had one on monday! :( or was it tuesday. i think it was tuesday. i want one. i might get one tomorrow now. omg, this is terrible. sweet tea or lemonade?! omg i can't ( Read more... )

my dreams hate me.

and i wonder why i hate going to sleep early. more sleep, more dreams.

oh man, today's encounter at the crosswalk from lot 30 almost makes it worth the walk. ALMOST being the keyword. so this driver in a pick up almost ran a guy over right when the hand turned into the walking man signal. and the walking guy was PISSSED. so he hit that other guy's car REALLY hard, i think with his skateboard. so now the driver is ( Read more... )