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i have yet to really think upon the acts which will take place on may 30th. i really don't believe i want to. its a new beginning. an extremely good thing. and yet...this is huge. a career. a new home. a new town. and yet..its not far away. not really. yet again....i rarely get to see the people that are right across the street, literally and ( Read more... )

yesterday, everybody at my house (almost everybody) went out and stood in the rain. it was beautiful. rain makes me feel alive. like the first time i kissed danny -and every other time after that actually.- like a new beginning. every SINGLE time. maybe i'm one of those "hopeless romantics ( Read more... )

not really on a plane...but, well, close enough. i'm in the middle of packing and tossin' stuff we won't need.. i hate this. i know it's pathetic. i'm only moving like an hour and a half away. but still, i've lived here my whole life. whole life!! everything that might have had anything to do with making me, is in this town. shit hole as it is.... ( Read more... )

so we found our apartment. we were approved. all they need is the deposit to hold it for us. which i think we have as of monday. i get to go a-packing now. i don't think i ever realized how much stuff we really have. quite rididculous really how we have lived here for so long. jammed in with our the tech junk, and my husband being a packrat, and me ( Read more... )

what happened to blood is thicker than water? i had a yelling match with my aunt yesterday. -at least 15 or 20 min's long too-the aunt that is usually the one to say 'its ok. i love you anyway' this wonderful woman had decided to call my sister at school and chew her out telling her that her writing is crap and what did she think she was doing? and ( Read more... )

i have decided that i am the last
not even knowing what that means

thats about where i'm at
so
living and
LOVING

is me
and mine

we'll be moving in may. beginning or end of. ither way, new life. completely different than anything i ever would have seen for myself. studying to be a registered seed technologist? didn't even know it existed. let alone something to make a career out of. a very good career. also totally unimaginable. so all in all, i have all the things i could ( Read more... )

i am 23. why does that sound so old?
it's not THAT old. is it???
any way i wanted to post cuz its been so very long. love you all lots
perhaps more later. my wonderful little sis has cooked dinner for danny and i.
and i will eat it NOW.

i am here today and gone tomorrow. there i was but now its gone. wrapped up in a tight little ball of frustration. the qualms of neverendingness.